Another Day in Limbo

I still do not know for sure what my status at work will become. This is of concern to me ... and yet, I am hopeful and doing my best every day. And how are you?

Confessing to my human-ness

Not that I ever denied my human-ness, but now ore than ever, I am feeling my human frailty and misgivings. I do the "I AM" meditations and keep on the positive side of life and yet find myself at a loss to understand "why me." But then again, even Mother Teresa once said: "I know God will never give me anything I can't handle. I just wish he didn't trust me so much." Onward. With a smile and hope.

Everything is changing at work again. Just when I dared to to think that I was solid for some time to come, I was informed that I will be chopped down to part time at the end of the is month. I have applied for full time at a new campus that is being built and waiting to hear the results is difficult. Frankly I am at a total loss to grok this. Here I am again on the precipace and I know I did not take the path to a cliff. LOL Send me good wishes, because I am trying to keep a home for me and my sis right now. Until she is well enough to be independent, it is me on the line. Ok, back to my precipice. Carefully backing up and looking for the alternate path that I must have missed.