Sunday, October 23, 2011

Ready

A quiet weekend spent with sis. Lots of reading inspirational books and resting, so that I can be ready for the upcoming weeks.

I look forward to the new learning experience.

Ready. Set. Go.

Friday, October 21, 2011

Weekend recovery...

I welcome the weekend for recovering my energy.

Since life is what we make it I am making it as wonderful as I can imagine and then some.

So be it, with harm to none and joy to all.

Thursday, October 20, 2011

Precipace part two

When you face your fear, and trust in the higher power, just jump.

Either the angels will catch you or you will grow wings.

Well, my angels pasted wings on me and I am flying.

All will indeed be well.

I have become the person I am trying to help.

This is good news, I just need to wait and see why and how. I know that everything happens for a reason in the learning arena called now.

I never thought I would be one of those Starbucks homesteaders, using the computer access and an empty table. Yet here I am nursing an iced tea and trying to process.

I just looked out the window and I see a small lizard in the rose bushes near the drive through.

Hey wait a minute, this is the center of the city. Not the desert. Cars roll through less than a foot away. Yet there he is, a creature of the ancient California that was desert. Feasting on white roses and surviving in spite of the alien city he lives in.

If that little lizard can do it, so can I.

I plan to take a little while to regain my senses and find new full time work yet keep teaching at night. I plan to move to Hawaii and find work there instead. I plan to become an E-bay queen and rid my life of what to me is clutter and to others might be treasure. I plan to win the lottery. I plan to just sit here until I grow cobwebs. I plan to marry a millionaire. I plan to come through this and find something ever so wonderful on the other side. Heck, I plan to finally become an astronaut, never mind there is no space program any longer. I am still an optimist and always will be.

To the precipice. Jump.

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Mid Week -- going strong

Wednesday is traditionally "over the hump" day. So many folks see it as a downhill run to the weekend.

I prefer to view it as a moment to regroup, breathe deep and bring the same, strong enthusiasm to the balance of my work week.

Yes, I totally enjoy weekends like any other person on the planet. I don't ever want to miss the moments of today because I am only looking at the weekend to come.

I know humans live in this linear time arrangement, but really, here and now is very good!