Thursday, October 20, 2011

I have become the person I am trying to help.

This is good news, I just need to wait and see why and how. I know that everything happens for a reason in the learning arena called now.

I never thought I would be one of those Starbucks homesteaders, using the computer access and an empty table. Yet here I am nursing an iced tea and trying to process.

I just looked out the window and I see a small lizard in the rose bushes near the drive through.

Hey wait a minute, this is the center of the city. Not the desert. Cars roll through less than a foot away. Yet there he is, a creature of the ancient California that was desert. Feasting on white roses and surviving in spite of the alien city he lives in.

If that little lizard can do it, so can I.

I plan to take a little while to regain my senses and find new full time work yet keep teaching at night. I plan to move to Hawaii and find work there instead. I plan to become an E-bay queen and rid my life of what to me is clutter and to others might be treasure. I plan to win the lottery. I plan to just sit here until I grow cobwebs. I plan to marry a millionaire. I plan to come through this and find something ever so wonderful on the other side. Heck, I plan to finally become an astronaut, never mind there is no space program any longer. I am still an optimist and always will be.

To the precipice. Jump.

2 comments:

Madamepsi said...

Thank you higher self. The newest post is the best.

Unknown said...

You have made this Journey with grace, dignity and a bit of humor mixed in.