focus ... refocus ...

I have made it through several medical tests and the results show that, while there is something causing back pain, it is not fatal. this whole medical scare has had a positive effect in a very strange way: it has put my loss of a job and subsequent job hunt in a new light. I mean, I am alive to do the job hunt! I am alive, I have everything to gain and I have the energy to write the next chapter of my life. Well, ok, one more minor medical test ... but I already have plans for the next small steps in my job search lined up. I am that I am ...