Week's end ...

I have made it through another week and come to this Friday with a more positive attitude. Am I fully back to where I was, far from it. After being so thoroughly slammed, I was shaken to the core. I have always believed that my good deeds will be rewarded and I was not, at least not in the immediate moments of loss. Do I believe that my good reward is coming, well, I am getting there. Whenever I get a fearful and negative thought, I am getting faster at replacing it with my "I am" mantra. I still let the tears flow freely but I am finding more genuine smiles returning. And so my slow but steady return to a good life goes.